One month and forever ago.

Today our baby girl would have been a month old. 

One month, that's all it's been since she blessed us with her presence. 

It's hard to believe it's already been that long, but on the other hand it feels like it has been so much longer. 

It's almost as if time stopped but we kept moving forward after the call we received that night with the words "Paisley-Ann has no heartbeat, we're doing CPR." 

That night just a couple short weeks ago Paisley's wings were ready for her but my heart was not. 

Paisley's work on earth was done and it was time for her to go home. 

Though it feels like time stopped we still have to keep going. We still have an amazing little boy to raise and everyday life to work through. 

If things went off our plans and not god's, today would have most likely been filled with one month photos, lots of cuddles, and family time. 

But his plans are far more important than ours and his will is great. 

So instead, we talked about sissy, and looked through her photos. We prayed and asked as we have many times these last couple weeks for God to give her kisses and hugs for us and we went about our day. 

The longest walk home is the one any parent takes when their child runs ahead. 

Paisley-Ann beat us home but we will see her again, and until that glorious day we will continue to trust in gods plan for our family and know that she safe and exactly where she needs to be. 

So until that day, happy 1 month baby girl. 💗